I wasn't yet due

It hadn't happened in a while
That no one new I knew
Had set my heart upon fire
Or made me feel in heaven
But then for someone twelve
Love wasn't a topic to delve
It ain't said for nothin'
That no matter the age
Love is a maze
You can't escape

I saw you then - my angel
Descend upon the earth
Or maybe it was just my plight
That I could see light
All around I kept staring
Until I remembered mama say
It was bad manners to stare away

The day wouldn't come to be
Without seeing the glee
On your face
That glowed so beautifully
I kept on staring
Wondering
If you would ever see my way
And befriend me
For perhaps
I was under your spell
A look at me and
Anyone could tell

And then a day
You looked at me
And smiled
God - was I delighted
It had worked
Your smile had made me abide
For then
And as along as you chose my side
We met we smiled
We went all wild
We sobbed we laughed
We let each other guide
Together our spirits sore
Till we were strangers no more

Another time, another day
I went down on a knee to know your say
Before I said the words in full
You turned your gaze another way
Perhaps a little slow it was here
For I saw lodged in the eye a single tear
Without a word it gave away
What your heart couldn't come to say
I knew at the moment I had to bid adieu
For my time was not yet up
Perhaps I was not yet due!

I nursed
I licked
The wounds that time had left
As hard as I tried
My heart still wept
I ran
I swam
Through the memories you left
I spent my time alone
Vowed not to let you be gone
Without ever turning behind
Cos I wouldn't see the pain
That could be caused by our bind
We'd meet again I promised
To myself with me
And the part that I left with thee

For all the years I awaited
For all the moments I abbetted
The wait has been a long one and the risk worthwhile...
For now I have you
Someone - more than a few
Good men
Cherished, admired and pursued
And now destiny perhaps thought it was me who was - due!

Come what may
I promise every day
To never again
Let you go away
In bad times and good
I shall stay
Just like a true partner should

We shall come together again
For the days we have lost
Being far and in pain
Even without you near
You I constantly hear
The distance
I shall continue to bear
And yet forever
Love you my dear!

Comments

  1. what happened Pranam .....something really happening in ur life ....

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  2. Pranam kuch to gadbadh hai :D.....but ur writeup is gettn better n better day by day...jst loved reading it...Keep up wth ur good work :)

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  3. Wonderful... Its so fresh. Keep up the Gud work :)

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  4. some good stuff mate! any thoughts of being a songwriter?? i know a frnd who might be intrsted....talk to u bout it in a bit!! :) till thn keep it up boy!!

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